Did You Ever Know That You're My Hero

No, the title has nothing to do with Sand King, Anti-Mage, Rylai Crestfall the Crystal Maiden or whatever.

Metacognition.

Sometimes I wonder whether my existence is beneficial.

Have I accidentally changed someone's life for the better without knowing it?

Is the world better off with or without me?

Do I affect the people around me adversely or beneficially? To what extent are changes for the better due to me?

On a smaller scale, how much do I affect my friends? Would my ex-class keep going on outings if I gave up asking people to go? Do I improve the environment in my current class?

Am I being a nuisance to my friends by making AMJ pass me the warcraft 3 cd tomorrow morning when I could wait one more day simply because I cannot wait to practise DotA?

Lol. And I've been dropping so many too-obvious hints about my birthday soon. Still, I doubt I'll get any surprise birthday presents. My family doesn't do presents. It's horrible giving surprise/non-surprise presents to my parents because I end up getting scolded for wasting money. My presents are only stuff I beg for and drag in birthdays as excuses. I only get what I want, but I never get any surprises, nice or nasty. Is that good or bad?

Sorry, no photos today.

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